I dreamt I was running away from Australia. Me and this stranger, a girl, we were trying to ditch our degrees, our scholarship, this life.
It's night time. We were packing some bare necessities into our back packs. We've got a car in the porch, the engine's running. The house we were in, it's a bit like my real home but a bit different.
For some odd reason, I could see my cousin, Joey sleeping in my neighbour's yard. It was night but it's like there's a spotlight on him. He laid on the ground beneath a small tree. I remember feeling envious of him being so carefree that he could just sleep peacefully in a stranger's yard. (I think he's in this dream because in real life, back in Msia he's borrowing my Atos to go to work)
The girl was egging me on to hurry up. We were trying to leave quickly because people were coming home to our place. By 'people' I mean some 3rd year seniors. They would surely stop us.
But I started panicking. I worried that my sponsor would sue my parents because I broke the scholarship contract. So I couldn't get into the car.
Then I woke up. Feeling more depressed than I've felt in ages. Even in my dreams I'm too afraid to just ditch all this. I can't even dream of leaving. Pathetic.
